#ShareItSundays: Stay Woke

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With that being said, welcome to #StayWoke, anonymously submitted by one of my readers. This post has been lightly edited for grammar.

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The Fear of Winning

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Dear you reading this,

Yes, you.

Are you feeling stagnant?

Hate your current job?

Find yourself complaining more than usual?

If you answered yes to anything above, the reason you are feeling what you’re feeling could be for one or two reasons: 1) You are miserable because you are not walking in your purpose and 2) You have a fear of winning.

“But of course I want to win Kia, wtf are you talking about?” you indignantly thought or said to yourself. You probably rolled your eyes too.

But look, I don’t believe you.

In the age of social media, looking like you are winning or the idea of winning is far more appealing than the process you have to go through to achieve those wins.

While working towards a win, somewhere along the line you realized “Oh shit. This is gonna take more work than I bargained for.” It is often said that to whom much is given, much is required. I think that’s in the Bible somewhere.

I won’t harshly judge you because I’ve been in this exact same space before. Hell, on some days I am still in it. I have been so afraid of my own greatness that I did everything I could to avoid walking in my purpose. Downplaying myself and everything, it was a sad sight to see.

The fear of winning doesn’t necessarily come from you doubting yourself. It actually comes from you believing in yourself so much that you now realize that you gotta move differently. You might have to cut some toxic people and things off, you gotta make a few sacrifices to get what you want.

Most importantly, you have to undergo a process that is less than glamorous and will more than likely take a toll on you.

But just because it takes a lot of work to win doesn’t mean that you are incapable of winning.

If it was easy, would it still be worth it to you?

My 2018 mantra is to believe in myself no matter what and do the shit that scares me because I will either WIN or I will LEARN.

Repeating that mantra and literally using my fear to propel me forward is what is helping me be a little less scared of winning. Other things that help me are these 3 keys:

1. The energy you use to complain about your current situation is energy that could be used in focusing how to win.

You can’t win without working, I don’t care what social media tells you. Work with purpose, work diligently, work with vigor and fearlessness. Just don’t complain (at least not too much) because once those wins start coming in, remember that this is what you wanted.

2. It is okay to say no to things that don’t align with your purpose

We were not put on this earth to simply work a job just to survive, pay bills, and die. Cover your ass of course, but also find things that will help you along your journey even if it is just temporary. This may be my extreme optimism kicking in, but find a way to make every situation work and win for you. And if it does not, say no to it and walk away.

3. You deserve to win

Are you afraid to win because a part of you feels like you don’t deserve it? I struggle with this too. But guess what, you do deserve to win. When you have gifts and talents, you should share them with the world. We have to learn to give ourselves more grace. To clap for ourselves. To continue to work hard and revel in our victories and success. Like I tell one of my homegirls all the time, “You deserve all the good things.”

You deserve all the good things, pal.

You deserve all the good things.

It won’t be easy of course, but I can guarantee that it will be worth it.

The wins are always worth it.

 

Have you ever been scared of winning before?

How do you combat the fear?

 

 

What’s Your Support Love Language?

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S U P P O R T.

The word that everybody throws around, but do we know what it truly means? What does it look like? What does it feel like?

If you support me, then I support you. However, even if you don’t support me BUT I rock with what you’re doing, then I will STILL support you. For example, I love and support the hell out of Beyonce, but sis and I haven’t had the pleasure of meeting yet. Am I supposed to stop supporting Queen Bey just because she doesn’t like my pictures on IG or retweet one of my blog posts?

My support isn’t really contingent on what someone else is or is not doing.

I support because I simply love to see people win.

I support because support is one of the easiest (and usually most free) things you can give to somebody.

I support because that’s genuinely who I am as a person. Ask my mama and all my friends.

Something we all have to understand about support is that sometimes it’s not directly reciprocated from the ones we support.

If you get caught up in who is or who is not clapping for you, you will miss out on who actually is clapping for you, even if it’s just a few.

I am a firm believer in that all you need is a small tribe of people who really fuck with you because those are the people who will believe in you and push you when you find it difficult to believe in yourself.

When seeking to give or receive support, ask yourself a few questions:

Am I supporting this person because I want to be acknowledged for it?

Am I supporting this person because when the time comes, I want this person to directly reciprocate it back to me?

Am I supporting this person because I believe in them and care about what they are doing?

Am I supporting just because that’s who I am as a person?

There is no right or wrong answer to those questions. Just self-reflect and move forward accordingly.

To help with that, you need to figure out your love language for support and how to effectively communicate them. In other words, how do you want others to show they support you?

F O R  M E:

In my normal love language, I adore words of affirmation, whether I am giving them or receiving them. Naturally, being uplifted or encouraged by friends, family and strangers alike is a great way to show that you support me. I also like when people listen to my ideas or if they are able to physically show up to things that matter to me. Being supported on social media is special to me as well. Every like, retweet, etc. does not go unnoticed and is sooo appreciated.

F O R  O T H E R S:

Some people like to be supported by you helping them with something (acts of service) such as helping them set up a space for an event. Other people may feel supported when you buy something they are selling (receiving or giving gifts). Some may like it when you are a physical shoulder to cry on (physical touch).

SOME KEY THINGS TO REMEMBER ABOUT SUPPORT

1. Nobody is obligated to support you

This is a hard pill to swallow but it doesn’t make it any less true.We have to remember that support is earned, not given and that our friends and family may have different interests outside of what you’re doing.

Ask yourself would you rather people support you just for the hell of it? Or do you want them to support you because they believe in what you’re doing?

Whatever your answer, please remember this: Nobody is obligated to so remember that when you find yourself getting upset at something.

2. Focus on the love, never the hate

We focus too much on who isn’t clapping for us. I think it’s because we are our own biggest and worst critics and we know that we work so hard that when support doesn’t come from the people that we expect it to, we deflect that hurt by focusing on who isn’t supporting us. It hurts the most when it’s friends and fam who don’t support because we set these expectations in our head that they are obligated to believe in our dreams (refer back to #1). I couldn’t name one person who isn’t supporting me because I simply don’t care. I don’t give my energy to it to nor do I rack my brain in trying to figure out why. The love always outweighs the lack of support and even the hate. Focus on that and remain grateful.

3. Support is like karma, it eventually comes back around

It may not be reciprocated by who poured it into you, but support will ALWAYS come back full circle. Understand that you will reach the audience that you are meant to reach. There will be people who understand and believe in what you are doing and support you effortlessly.

*4. Some people won’t support you simply cuz it’s you… and that’s okay!

Understand that you, your brand, whatever you’re selling isn’t for everybody. Sometimes, no matter how dope you are, some people will never bring themselves to give you props. Understand that you whether or not you receive criticism or praise, you will be STRAIGHT no matter what! Maybe they are a hater. Maybe they aren’t interested in what you have going on. Maybe they just don’t like you… but they will pay attention to everything you do. Don’t seek support from those type of people… you’re better off without it.

With that being said….

Talk to your people man, Figure out your love language for support and communicate that. Figure out a way that you can express it for others who need a support love language too.  And may it be reciprocated in ways you couldn’t imagine.

XOXOXOXO,

Kia ♥